But a Dream

The saddest thing about being me is the fact that I can't see past my misery I linger on what could have beens and what ifs instead of living in everyday bliss bitchin about what I don't have and what I cant see instead of making life into what I want it to be but I digress it isn't as simple as it seem no one will give a chance so life is but a dream no I'm not a yuppy ,a park slope kid brownstone having uptown party guy but living is not living when the perks are never given hard to make ends meets when the ends never meet justify me but putting me into a never ending statistic , black male But I digress it isn't as simple as it seem no one will understand because life is but a dream