Lack of blogging and other bits

From May to now how a lot has changed , I graduated this past June, and started a new college working on my BA now at CCNY City College Of New York. but I've been feeling like things have been getting shot down for me , nothing is really going well for me in prospects , maybe its the fact that I'm not making connections or attempted to make a new friend. I've applied for countless jobs yet none will hire me , so I'm stuck at my low end minimum wage job and I just haven't felt good mentally and physically . now I know what a lot of you are saying . pray God can help and I've been praying , and everything happens in due time I believe in God and I Believe he will not let me falter but I'm just sadden not angry I'm sad that I can't be all that I need to be for myself and for my family . I'm sad that I can't finish things that I start and that I feel worthless . with that being said I'll end this little rant on this note. I am somebody I know this but I want to be Someone.